Sometimes my appendages break
And crumble
With the bitter words
Spoken with my acid tongue
My teeth shatter
Into shards
Meaningless shards
That mingle and navigate
Down my throat
I choke and I cough
Until I can’t breathe
My fingernails overgrow
My nervous actions entice me
To nibble
On that disgraceful surface
Tonight, I am an unkempt mess.
Who would have thought tonight would be so fucking awful?
I think I should sleep before I implode into a vast black hole of emptiness and confusion
lolol things are not that dramatic at all, I’m just so exhausted
excuse me while I take the bridge
a.k.a. excuse me while I over dramatize every situation in my life to ever occur while I can’t even breathe through my nose
I think I’ve created this world for myself were things rarely mean much to me because when they do nobody cares and I am left here wishing someone felt the way I did about certain things.
~self pity
